we held a meeting at citos, to discussed our anyer plan. ari came along, and he noticed that my name was written down, on 'who's going to' list. he seemed fine, until we walked to the car. he went very quiet.

ternyata, he was rather worried about my drinking. basically, i have no problem with drinking. so i told him, that i'm not the kind of person who go out to look for a chance to drink and get myself drunk. i drink when i wanted to. and i know when to stop. i drink responsibly. it's a personal commitment to myself. not to him, to to anyone else.

his words still makes me think. i wonder what are his perception over me. is it that bad? i wonder.